Saturday Rant #2
Today is all about me. I was going to have a rant about the government we still don’t have, but to be honest, I’m too tired and annoyed about the whole thing.
Instead I’m going to talk about how I feel about my bum 😀
I don’t even think it’s just about my butt, it’s also the fact that I have no hips. From the front I’m obviously a woman. But from behind, not so much. I have no definition, straight up and down. Nothing stays up, except leggings, which is why I wear them all the time, jeans I need a belt and it’s just uncomfortable. And I hardly ever wear dresses or skirts.
I’ve never really felt feminine, as a kid I always wore jeans, as a teenager I experimented with make-up, heels, skirts etc. but it never felt right, I wasn’t comfortable and when the kids came along it was more practical to wear sloppy clothes, trackies, leggings, t-shirts.
So, what it all comes down to is that I’ve never really felt sexy or womanly, I’ve no interest in fashion or make-up, I don’t do spas or pampering, the thought of having someone give me a massage or even a haircut leaves me cold.
I am trying to change some things, I have nice underwear, I buy more colourful clothes (I used to just buy black or grey) heels I still can’t wear, and of course I take photos 😀
So nine days into April I am feeling better about my arse, I know why I don’t like it, I’m starting to accept the reasons and I’m actually getting some photos I really like.