Wicked Wednesday #31
This week’s prompt – Aspire.
My posts of late have been a bit sparse and not very sexy at all. The last five months have been bad, the last four weeks absolutely awful. I’ve cried at some point nearly every day, which I haven’t done for years, and unlike back then I couldn’t pin down a reason (there are lots of reasons). I had almost decided to stop blogging here and start a new one purely for posting about how shit everything had become. What with visits back and forward to the doc and the social I feel like I’ve been in some sort of limbo, just passing time with no idea of what’s going on.
Yesterday I was back at the GP, I’ve now been referred to a psychiatrist to sort out my meds (don’t know how long I’ll have to wait), I’ve also decided to get some counselling, it might help. And today I handed in my application for Disability Allowance, and it looks like I should get it. I finally feel as if things are moving forward at last. The last couple of days have been OK, maybe the meds are starting to work (fingers crossed). I do have one thing I can aspire to now and that’s trying to get back to what passes for normality around here 😀
I finally feel like I can breathe again.
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